Lazy Days & Deck Chairs

The Thing's That Are There But You Don't See

for the love of contrast

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I

LOVE

HONG KONG

Carnival Time!

All characters appearing in this work are fictitious.

Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

Helter Skelter

Manson family photo album.

Now they're all born again Christians.

Power Mad

More energy than what I have at the moment, one of

these days I might actually write something.

take your tongue out of my mouth

i'm kissing you goodbye

-Ted Kooser

ladies who lunch lunched at Carluccio's today. Any idea of doing anything productive flew out the window as soon as I ordered sauvignon blanc on an (have you forgotten you've only had breakfast and that was hours ago feed me damn you) empty belly. Merrily following that spent the afternoon feeling up fabrics in serial material shops on Berwick St. and dreaming of the clothes I want to make. On way home saw the most gorgeous man in the whole world ever coming out of Southgate tube station, and stared at him in a stalkeresque fashion till he escaped on a bus. Think it's love. Apart from dreaming about him, I'm watching a programme called- The ugly face of beauty. Scary. I have no intention of having any surgery well nothing apart from fillers and a bum lift.

Have to go, have to water my flora and fauna whilst spying on the neighbours.

dressed up my flatmate Red, so strange to see someone in my clothes! looks so different on her. She's ever so well behaved, let me make her up and everything! We heading out to spacebase in a bit canne wait to boogey!!!

It had no reason and no rhyme still

now today always and forever.

Linda Kasabian,

Manson family member and victim.

C'est moi

you can take the girl outta London..... Am I the only one I know that puts on makeup to go out and buy milk?

Plastic people at spacebase on Sat nite, yip yip! Mario spinning tracks and slammin tunes and me spinning on stilletos and stomping concrete. Can't wait to hear him play it's been 2 years 2 long.

Urban outfitters sent me a fabulous little jacket today I bought online in the sale. May have to don that little lovely for the eve.

Knickers

jUST burnt a pan handle, milk on the boil needs 100% concentration dammit. The acrid stench of plastic has coated my tongue and caused my throat to seize up, how can a girl be expected to enjoy her DIY Latte in these conditions? Have finished work I have for this week and it's only wednesday. What does the future hold? I don't know but I am sure of something, Judge Judy is on at 6pm;)

iDOLS

was dreaming i was in my garden and I noticed a small rotten tree so i pulled it up with my hands, it left a gaping hole, I got down on my knees and looking through it was hit by the realisation that the ground was wafer thin and there was nothing for miles beneath it. I looked around to tell people to tread softly in case the earth collapsed but nobody was listening.

I don't know whether I want to wear it or put it on my wall

This is supposed to say more more more etc but due to my (could change the face of a corn field if you let me) crop skills looks more abstract and me prefers it this way.

waiting for tomorrow

Harro, I'm Beula and this is my first blog entry. Somehow I've made myself my first 'follower' of my own blog... how i managed to be in 2 places at once I'd like to know....anyways do follow me in following myself, preferably on here and not down dark alleyways x